Geekdom Fantasies
If there are guys in my company then OUP is infested with uber geeks.

My senior editor pointed at the prototype version and said quietly to Ann and me -'Girls do me a favor, don't go and fall in love with that ... geek. Eeeeeeeh he's such a nerd.'
Haw haw haw. This girl here burst out into laughter than uber geek looked at us and grinned the uber geek smile complete with uber geek teeth and specs. He had weird HAIR! I hate guys with weird hair!!!!
Minishorts doesn't dare to laugh so loud though. Minishorts knows that *the ex* was the fossilized specimen that defined the word 'GEEK' ... small eyes, thick glasses, pimply face and ugly hair and all.

Somemore went and ber-pakthor with the fella for 3 full years. Now that things are over, Minishorts wants to breath relief but sometimes feels like she's being plunked headlong into another..... eh.... not supposed to talk about. But since at it talk lah.
Minishorts thinks its not very healthy for her emotional health... just recovered mah.... how can get sucked back again? You know after a while things might just vacuum themselves and then it'll all be emptiness..... when that happens, how?
Minishorts deprived lah! How how? Minishorts wants to cry already because Minishorts is beginning to blur the line between reality and non-reality. Where to draw the line? Minishorts also don't know.

At this rate Minishorts even thinks maybe its better to be still in the mourning stage than to be gembira secara membuta tuli like this. Somemore not like things going to work out also. But if not going to work out then why like this?
Minishorts will sit in a corner and think about crap for now.