AT THIS MOMENT
She feels calm because she knows that she was not in the fault. At the same time she feels sorry that she was unable to brake on time. Right now he's in the ward with a broken arm and a leg that went through surgery. For how many days, we still do not know. She thinks that she will get some fruits and visit the guy tomorrow, apologize regardless. She looks at the cracked bumper and curses silently at the horrible luck that just befell her on the 15th day of the 7th Chinese Lunar Calendar month, and she guess that she's fortunate she's not injured in anyway, although emotionally and mentally shaken ... well, that - she is.
She thinks she's got to get some things for the very kind colleagues at the workplace who accompanied her to the station to do the reports, as well as to send the guy to the hospital. More so, to scare away the fierce, gangster-like men who tried to scare the wits out of her by forcing her to give them her handphone and her IC Number. "Don't give it to them, just stay put and wait till we come," the colleagues had said.
When she thinks about what happened, she sees everything moving before her in slow motion. The lights turned green. She pushed the car forward, ready to turn to the right. Then a motorbike appears before her, swerving and falling. She horned. The car couldn't stop in time. He fell, hitting her bumper. The guy started cursing at her. She stood out, in horror, because she was just driving the car back after a RM 110 service at the EON service centre which included a car wash. She remembered the money she spent just 3 days ago for polishing. She stares at the man, "How could you speed out like that? Are you okay?"
And he had said, "I can forgive you, just send me to a hospital."
"I don't know. Goodness, I just sent my car for servicing. How can you speed out like that? Are you okay?"
And the scary motorists had appeared as she tried plunking the number pad of her mobile to get her colleagues to come 'save' her.
And that was how the nightmare started. Now that the guy is in the ward, she's still worried sick. About everything, the guy, her car, her friends from the office, the job, the studies, her mom, herself.
Right now, right now...
*I thought everything was going okay, after what happened in February. I thought I'm okay. I need to go do something.*
