I Don't Want To Do This I keep having problems with my friends. I keep developing feelings that I shouldn't develop. I used to be in control, then once i slipped and let lose. It was good for a while. But then it burnt up, and here is Minishorts again.

And then when the festival season comes, I remember the friends I used to end up holding hands with and sharing a single ice-cream cone with.... and I think ...

'What the hell went wrong?'

I cannot shake off that image of him sitting beside me as I played and sang Christmas carols on my piano. Damn it. Go! Go! Go and sing your own song alone.

Minishorts will control herself and will not fall for her friends again. Or if she does, she will keep it quiet. No more history repeating itself, please.

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