Day Two
On the second day of the new year I suppose I ought to tie up some lose ends by apologising to the ones I have sinned against this year. Especially that person whom I was chatting with last night. I've been thinking about what I said and as much as I am absolutely appalled by the things that you've suggested... I think that the bulk of the fault really lies on my shoulders. For that I am truly sorry.
Also an apology to a certain very good friend up north for losing my temper in a most undignified way sometime in September last year. Well, I trust that you are in the most suitable position to decide what should or should not happen... as much as I am disappointed in the manner that things have turned out to be, I suppose... grrrrr.... you are right. Oh well. Que sera sera.
A very reluctant apology to that person whom I spent three years of my good youth with. As much as I am agonized by the manner things have turned out to be, I should like to say this to you: good riddance, and good luck. And thanks for pointing out to me that I am happier without you. Although I still stand by my opinion that you could have had more tact, for what was worth. No one deserves to be treated like shit and I thank you very much for proving to me that being treated like shit is absolutely possible.
*PHEW*
Thereby I wish to add another three important points that I should achieve by the end of 2004.
Not to be treated like shit.
To be happy.
If I were to be with someone, that someone must make me happy.
I know I know. You'll make her happy won't you? This question you must answer one. MUST ANSWER. MUST ANSWER. MUST MUST MUST ANSWER.
