You know what? It doesn't matter.
I'm still figuring out stuff. I think I'm kinda busy these days. Too busy for my own good. I think right, I need relax and really, really be myself for once. Initially I wanted to take a holiday with people I love... but then... people I love seem to be confined to such a small group... So I'm game for Angeline's 17-day holiday in a beachy place.
I'm going to take what's remaining of my leave and really be myself for once. Its an all girl thing, or maybe if we're able to convince good ole' David to come with his miniDV (which is still with me), it could be a really cool get-together. Of course Susan has got to come also. Ah. Or if I think that a place like Langkawi is going to cost me too much, otherwise I might just call FM up and find out if she wants to do a 3 day weekend getaway in some cold hill area.
And you know what? Its times like this that I believe that its a case of bad, bad karma. I suppose its really one huge vicious cycle. What goes around, comes around. And I'm feeling awfully, awfully sorry for myself.
I tell you dearies, no, its not a PMS thing. Maybe its the examinations. Maybe its not entirely a good thing. But the point is. You don't even know what I'm talking about. So don't bother speculating.
And you know what? I'm not going to bother thinking that much after this long weekend is past.
ED: If you read this I really, really need to talk to you.
