No, Really I wasn't trying too hard you see. It's something I abhor too much, so I try my best not to do it, if possible, not ever. And, no, really. None of it was intentional.

I just wanted trust, and all of a sudden, it hit me that I wasn't being trusted as much as I thought I was. That's why I got sensitive, and that's why I cried.

But I'm okay now. And you've got to give me that much. When I say I'm okay, I'm okay, so do your best and please please please don't dwell on it. Because, like what I told people in need, the past, no matter how good, isn't worth focusing on too much. Because thinking too much about the past, will leave you no time for the present... and then what about the future. I'm not telling you to look in the future as well, because you've got to place your eyes and head right on this very, exact moment.

Because, now, that's all that matters. Now.   ¶ 13:07