Walking That Road
I honestly am trying my best but sometimes, I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, even though it promises to be there. See, there're diversions all the way. A sign here, a sign there, and you know what?
I've often come to points where I'm really tempted to try another route. The problem is I have my responsibilities to cover up for, and I honestly love carrying out my responsibilities. But sometimes, many times, I get sidelined, because there are possibilities that really tempt me to wonder, 'So what's up?'
I'm convinced that I'm one delusional, confused person who simply don't know what she wants.
Maybe if it were clearer, the words on the road signs, things that will spell out what lies ahead if I choose to walk that path, it would make things easier. It would definitely be great if I were given the opportunity to actually try things out, and if things at the end of the path don't satisfy me, I can take a quick short cut to the old huge highway, and still find that light at the end of the tunnel waiting happily for me.
But then again, nothing comes easy in life. You make one choice, and you've got to stick to the outcomes of that single decision. You choose something and you've got to sit in it to discover the good and bad of that decision. That's definitely an oxymoronic situation, but knowing it's either good and bad at the same time, well, that's just the whole point, isn't it?
