Well
Ok. SO I haven't been myself lately. That is, you know me. Logging on on the wee hours of the night and then trashing things out. Or sneaking a post in between work.
Lately life's been such a blast this little thang here has taken the backseat in the drive of life.
Well last night, for instance, there was the Nokia Starlight Cinema do. I'm really in sync with the idea of watching a movie under a bright full moon, breathing in fresh, green air instead of putting up with the very cold stuffy freeze that you get in the GSC cinemas. So my butt was wet and aching, and my back yearned for a really comfortable cushion to lean against... otherwise, seeing Hellboy's red horns grow into shape under a sky that kept on threatening to drench us wasn't all that bad. We're already planning for another hike up the Equestrian Park next year.
My boyfriend and me keeps on argueing these days. Oh, no the relationship itself is pretty fine... except for this tiny weenie part related to the Club. Understand that this is not the first time I'm involved in a society, but this is the first time I'm involved in a society that doesn't give me space to grow naturally simply because my boyfriend happens to be second-in-command officer. Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't just sit back and take a breather and appear whenever he needs me to. But usually I'm confused. Sometimes I'm a normal person, other times I'm spoken to as if I've been there forever.
It really makes me marvel at how all those women behind their successful men actually survive and keep the flame alive, so to speak.
I'm learning. Learning. An author has told me that keeping your mind focused on 'learning' as the ultimate goal of your life makes things a whole lot easier. She didn't tell me that the process of 'learning' is just so hard to adhere to. It was so much simpler as a student, at least you know that your sole goal in life was to gather knowledge. Now that I'm working and $$ figures a lot, trying to focus on learning is hard enough, trying to separate the process and the other things in life is even more challenging.
Enough crap for the week. Night. Yes it's only 3.45 pm, I know. I've been deprived. Bye.
